*...Forever Love...*

*...Forever Me...*

Name: eMiLy WoNg
D.O.B: 9 July 1984
Gender: Female
Location: Kay Kay Bee, Selangor
Occupation: International Events Management Executive at TEM, USJ

About me:
I'm just an ordinary girl with matured-looking appearance. But if you get to know me, you will totally say "Emily?? She looks mature but actually she is just like a small kid!!!" Yupyup, I agree on this...haha. Anyway, sometimes I can get emotionally affected easily. Maybe this is due to my horoscope of being a cancerian. So what else about me? Yeah...I cherish my family and friends a lot. So for my friends out there, NEVER EVER BETRAY ME. I just hate betrayers!!!!

*...Loves...*

Singing
Playing Piano
Swimming
Dancing
Composing
Watching Movies
DJ-ing
Acting
..... everything about entertainment and music

*...Detests...*

Betrayers
Pretenders
Insects especially cockcroaches
Dirty Places

*...Goals to be achieved...*

1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company
2) Improvement in singing and able to perform well
3) Manage to get through for the upcoming auditions
4) Able to compose more songs with good quality

...... more to come

*...Memories...*

*...Love Whispers...*

*...Exits...*

Friday, August 19, 2005

*... What Is Relationship??? ...*

Nowadays I heard lots of incidents that happened to my friends around me which are just similar. These incidents actually can be categorized into one which is breaking up. Gosh seriously feel kinda shocked with it when my friends told me about their problems and what happenned to them recently. They will just come to me or send messages to me via yahoo messenger etc and say "I have broken up with xxx ... or....I am so sad because we have broken up etc etc etc............~!!!!" Actually is normal for this to happen in a relationship but just that it happens to many people recently. Besides that, it also happens on those couples that I have NEVER expected them to break up before. Some were couples for 2 years, 3 years or even 6 years~!!! OH MY GOD~!!! It is not easy to be maintained for 1 year, so to maintain for 6 years...this is even harder. Haihhhhh this is what I hate the most in a relationship. When both are lovely, the feeling is so sweet but when both have argument or want to break up, it will be so bitter and oh man...the heart will be damn aching~!!! HATE THAT KINDA OF FEELING~!!! As far as I know, there are already 7 couples (Cyber + hometown friends) who told me about this. This even makes me feel that having a relationship is really insecure. Getting more and more phobia on this.

Was feeling kinda bad these days with those LATEST news from friends. Even got sick as well which I think it is because of the bad weather and lack of sleep. Just can't stop arrrr chewwww-ing, isk isk~!!! My face is getting paler, paler and paler already, sob sob~!!! :((:(( Luckily today feel much better already but still have flu. As for the phobia part, hmmmm I did talk to a friend of mine via msn yesterday. He did enlighten me on what should I do to make myself better instead of keep blaming for what I have done in previous relationship. Shouldn't keep lying to myself and should go on with a new and better life. I agree on what he said so I will just try my best to let everything go naturally. Maybe this will make Emily a happier and cheerful girl :)

*...Forever Love...* | 6:22 AM |

Comments:

ermmm .... no gf b4 ...
dont know how it feel ....
from my point of view...
better than staying alone for a long time .... at least u got love b4.....

# posted by

Keong : 12:29 AM

it's better to get a pertner when u go to work. i mean during working life? both parties are more mature n it is more secure. 3 years paktoh ..kahwin.. baby. tat's all. now... studying paktoh... few years the guy chgn mission.. girl mampus..

# posted by

g r a c e : 9:20 AM

but some ppl told me b4 dat better get ur partner during Uni/college period coz it's risky to find one when ur working. it seems that working ppl are more cunning coz u hardly kno them. wen u got to kno them more then ur getting older...so wat do u think with wat my frens said?

# posted by

eMiLyWoNg : 1:22 PM

Well if u see in the TV show also all the ppl when grow up work only find their "THE ONE". Like FRIENDS and LOST ermm...all those english Romance movies like HITCH, Me Myself and Irene, Beautiful MInd, Chocolat, Preety Woman, A walk to remember, save the last dance and many many more, then those chinese dramas, many didnt show bout uni and school couples also? hahahaha, except for smallville? juz see how they click la,rili amazed with how they meet. Old also can find love haha

Then magazines also never talk bout how to get a girl/boy in uni/coll? most of it is bout in working life...

Duuno ler, if u found "The ONe" now in uni then good lor,live happily ever after.If it is urs, it is urs(fated?)

but next time when go work d, u will meet more interesting ppl.U are only 22 when u grad , still got 20 years to choose, hehe, this one my personal opinion lor

Take care emily

# posted by

TuRTLeZ : 3:50 PM

Hmm, now only you do realised that you should keep everything naturally? I thought you had those conversation with some other of your friends before? Perhaps you didnt put attention on what they said :)

# posted by

Anonymous : 8:02 PM

hmmm... working ppl are cunning...
some yes some no lor ..... but from all around me ..... guys is guys .... especially advertising ppl. when u come out work later u will realize the ugly face of it. normally mess with drugs, then got a steady gf, but got many other "gf" as well, one night stand, go for "spa" with other "services" ... etc. maybe u will think that is kinda "darkside", but is true.
i never touch those bad stuff b4, but working in advertising is just too tension. maybe these their way to relax lor.anyway good guy still everywhere, no need too negative, if u cant find one, u can find me.
hahahaha! :p

# posted by

Keong : 9:59 PM

Do not be afraid to fall in love. It is so hard to meet ur loves 1 and some1 who can understand u. Just believe on fate. When the feeling is gone, then there is no point to continue. Better let go of it cuz i always believe that there will be the right 1 who is sill waiting for u. As i told u b4, break up is always better than u divorce with somebody. 择你所爱，爱你所选 =)
good luck and wish that u will meet the right person soon, cheers...

# posted by

Anonymous : 11:12 PM

nub..i think i kno who are u now. well not i din put attention on wat my frens told..im aledi much better now but jz need to get more opinions from frens only.

Keong, i agree on wat u said!

Tiff, thanks for everything n love ya:)

# posted by

eMiLyWoNg : 10:43 AM