*...Forever Me...*
*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Actually what are friends? Ermm...suddenly I feel that friends can be very friendly, helpful, understanding etc etc but on the other hand, friends also can be dangerous, cunning and disappointing too. I also don't know why suddenly I think and feel like this now. By the way, I just came back from my hometown. Normally I hardly go home but this time I just don't know why I am so eager to go home even though I only spent 2 days there. I really like the warmth and happiness given by my family when I am at home~!!! However, I am back to Cyber today....again~!!! It has been such a long time that I do not have the feeling of hating Cyber but now it comes back again. HOW COME??? This is so weird and ridiculous because I used to love staying at Cyber but now seems like hating it. Hmmmm...try on composing a new song at this moment but it still does not satisfy me. How can I compose a song with nicer melody and accompaniment or whatever?? Isk isk... why till now I still can't get what I want?? Haihhhhh :((:((:((
~Emily is listening to Perfect by Simple Plan~
(is life really perfect?? hmmm...)
Yesterday was a day to remember because it was the first time my lovely ex-roommie/ex-toiletmate/ex-classmate/good friend, Xiao Su came to meet and visit me at Cyber after 2 or 3 years. First time ever...haha because after I came to Cyber, only I will go and visit her in Melaka but she never did that until yesterday...haha~!!! Maybe she feels guilty since we only have almost 1 year left before graduating so that's why she came and at least now she can say that she came before and no one will blame her I guess, hehe!! Anyway, I am really glad to meet and have fun with her because it has been such a long time we didn't hang out together. You know what, when I asked her how come suddenly decided to come over, then she said because the main reason is to visit me and the ACTUAL PURPOSE is to do her shopping here since it is Mega Sales now!!!!!!! YOU SEE THIS GIRL~!!! Having her as my buddy can really makes me insane..haha kidding girl.
So, yesterday Boon Chin, Sean and I went out together with the same intention of meeting our friends. Sean went to Mid Valley to meet his friends and as for Boon Chin and me, we went to Pudu by public transport to meet that little Xiao Su. Since she said she wanted to do shopping, so both of us brought her to Petaling Street...hahaha. There are so many BRANDED stuffs over there right Xiao Su? Hahaha...she bought 2 BRANDED watches and a short I think. My god, Xiao Su and I did buy the same amount of stuffs...oh no broke again oh no oh no!!! As for Boon Chin, she didn't spend much since she is already broke since long time, haha. Okay after shopping at Petaling Street then we took another public transport to Mid Valley for the second session of shopping. Xiao Su and I bought the same thing again which is a set of cardigan together with a spaghetti stripe but in different colour. After everything we had our dinner there and met Sean who went together with us at KTM station. All of us went back to Cyber and quickly took our bath and rested for a while. About 1 hour later, we went to Putrajaya since Xiao Su hadn't gone there before. She was amazed with the beautiful scenery yesterday night. We did take few pictures together and after that we went for supper before going home. When we reached home, I was almost like a dead person already. My legs were soooooo tired and my head was damn aching plus my non-stop sneezing. Xiao Su, though I am sick for few days already and haven't recovered but I still accompanied and brought you around. And you also know that I can't really shop for long like you girls who can shop the whole day. So yesterday was a TORTURE for me...hahaha but seriously I just don't know how you all can shop for the whole day, god~!!! Must show your appreciation already when I go to Melaka next time...haha kidding. My pleasure because you came over and told some stupid jokes yesterday...haha~!!! Yeah, one more thing which is...thanks for the birthday present ya...muckssss~!!!
After a hectic life yesterday, my illness was getting worsen this morning. When I woke up, I felt so dizzy and extremely exhausted. I was supposed to have gathering with my Cantonese DJs at StarKTV in Bangsar but ended up I asked Xiao Su to make a call to my junior, Ah Lai to say that I really couldn't make it today. Sorry my lovely Cantonese DJs~!!! If I go sure I am going to faint and besides that, I still have a test tomorrow which I haven't finished studying. MY GOOD LORD~!!! Now feel slightly better but my stupid head is still aching, oh man!! Gonna take 30 min rest and must continue with my studies. If not, tomorrow I am gonna kill myself for not finishing all the chapters. AArrrggghhhhhh~!!!! stop aching stop aching~!!!!
~Xiao Su and Me at Putrajaya~
~Sean, Boon Chin, Xiao Su and Me at Putrajaya~
~Look at Sean...he looks like a GHOST...OH MY GOD~!!!~
Nowadays I heard lots of incidents that happened to my friends around me which are just similar. These incidents actually can be categorized into one which is breaking up. Gosh seriously feel kinda shocked with it when my friends told me about their problems and what happenned to them recently. They will just come to me or send messages to me via yahoo messenger etc and say "I have broken up with xxx ... or....I am so sad because we have broken up etc etc etc............~!!!!" Actually is normal for this to happen in a relationship but just that it happens to many people recently. Besides that, it also happens on those couples that I have NEVER expected them to break up before. Some were couples for 2 years, 3 years or even 6 years~!!! OH MY GOD~!!! It is not easy to be maintained for 1 year, so to maintain for 6 years...this is even harder. Haihhhhh this is what I hate the most in a relationship. When both are lovely, the feeling is so sweet but when both have argument or want to break up, it will be so bitter and oh man...the heart will be damn aching~!!! HATE THAT KINDA OF FEELING~!!! As far as I know, there are already 7 couples (Cyber + hometown friends) who told me about this. This even makes me feel that having a relationship is really insecure. Getting more and more phobia on this.
Was feeling kinda bad these days with those LATEST news from friends. Even got sick as well which I think it is because of the bad weather and lack of sleep. Just can't stop arrrr chewwww-ing, isk isk~!!! My face is getting paler, paler and paler already, sob sob~!!! :((:(( Luckily today feel much better already but still have flu. As for the phobia part, hmmmm I did talk to a friend of mine via msn yesterday. He did enlighten me on what should I do to make myself better instead of keep blaming for what I have done in previous relationship. Shouldn't keep lying to myself and should go on with a new and better life. I agree on what he said so I will just try my best to let everything go naturally. Maybe this will make Emily a happier and cheerful girl :)
HAZY HAZY HAZY~!!! This is what I can think of these few days. My god, this is the first time ever for me to experience such bad weather. It is not only haze that is surrounding us but also together with smoke and dusts which can really make people feel dying cause of suffocation. MMU has given us 2 days holiday which include 11th and 12th due to this problem. Even one of the mid term tests has been postponed too. Many of my friends who do not live in these severe areas thought that I was kidding when I told them about the situation here. But once they saw and read the newspaper, then only they believe it. My god, pity us here and still said I was kidding…especially that Xiao Su…sighz~!!! This haze also makes me and my housemates feel so lazy to do whatever thing though we only stay at home doing nothing. Feel like we look like refugees…haha I think I make it sounds too serious already. But anyway, just hope that this haze can faster go go go go go go away.
~Cyberjaya - Before and After~
Yeah I’ve just got Eric’s latest album（左边）from my friend just now. He said that this is as my birthday present. Aikssss… after 1 month already still can get so many presents…haha~!!! Anyhow, thanks my friend for the album ;) By the way, Eric’s album consists of 6 songs which after I listened to it for the first time just now, I kinda like all the songs especially 原來我最愛的人是你不是他. Actually I like this song once I heard it on Myfm last time. Kinda obvious that it is Danny koko’s production. Don’t know why, I could recognize the song though I just heard the beginning part of it for the first time last time. Haha, maybe my sixth sense…kakakaka~!!! Once I got this album then I straight away played and listened to it. I was kinda amazed with it because although there are only 6 songs in the album, all the songs are great~!!! I have been repeating those songs for many times, infinity...haha!!! First song is 世界不会末日 which I like the chorus especially when it is repeated with louder and more 'powerful' music, hehe. Next is 原來我最愛的人是你不是他 which is a modified and is the newest version. It sounds more romantic indeed but the previous version has different feeling. Ahhhhh both are nice, bluek~!!!:P Then next include 愛情初學者 & 快樂王子 which are nice as well. The fifth song is an English song which is named Love's Eternity. This song is soooooo jazzy...haha~!!! I asked Grace to imagine that she is with a guy in a high-class restaurant with this song as the background. WOW...the feeling must be great!!! The final song is actually an instrumental version of 原來我最愛的人是你不是他 where I can really enjoy the piano part (by Danny koko). So in conclusion, this album is nice and worth having it. Just that I think the packing/outlook of the album should be focused more and should make it nicer with more pictures and more information just like Danny's album or others. Anyway, it is just an opinion from me ya Eric~!!!
p/s Iris, I do support your Baybee, Eric ya…hehe~!!! And Eric, wish you Happy Belated Birthday and may all your dreams come true okay? 
~Eric's Latest Album~
EXTREMELY HAZY these days~!!! Just can't bare with it because it really causes me to breathe toughly, really feel like dying due to suffocation...gosh~!!! In addition, recently my life is kinda hectic with my mid term tests, assignments and of course not forgotten my LOVELY club. My hectic life starts again plus with this kinda wheather, really can kill me...isk isk~!!!!!!!! :((:((:((
By the way, I still received a present though my birthday has passed for 1 month. Haha...and the present is a............PIG~!!!!!! A cute one....hahahaha~!!!! My good friend gave it to me when I just came back to Cyberjaya on Sunday. It is a so-called ANGEL PINK PIG with GREEN HAT...haha~!!! Now the amount of my soft-toy-family has increased. Almost half of my single bed is conquered by them. Sounds scary huh? Hehe... but who cares because they are CUTE~!!!
Anyway, I got to go to studio already. Time for me to go onair now which is at 9pm to 10pm. Stay tune with me ya my friends with the latest TOP TEN~!!! Adios and sayonara~!! 
*My Soft Toys Family...so cute~!!!*
10.25pm now and I am back from the studio. My mood was not bad before my slot but once after it...GOSH~!!! This time I did badly for my slot...sighzzzz~!!! Everything went awry just now. Firstly, my CDRW couldn't be read by the PCs. Those songs in the CDRW are very important in my slot since I am doing RMMU Top Ten but everything went wrong just now. EVERYTHING~!!! I quickly rushed back home and saved those songs in my junior's pendrive. I went back to the studio and everything was being delayed. Not only time was being delayed, even all those info which were supposed to be in my damn stupid brain, ALL WERE GONE~!!! I didn't know wat was I talking about, crapping perhaps. Damn, Damn, Damn~!!! Hate myself~!!! I am not gonna repeat all these stupid dumb things again~!!! NEVER~!!! Sighzzzzzzz.. :((
Yoyo, I'm back to Cyberjaya after 1 week mid term break at my hometown. Don't know why just now when I just reached Cyber, I was damn energetic to clean the car, sweep and mop the living room, room and even wash the bathroom. Now I have done all the jobs as well as unpacked my 'luggage' already. FUH~!!!! Now I feel the tiredness already but nevermind because I just felt like doing something. Sometimes I tend to be like this....hmmmm weird~!!! Even my roommie will ask, "Emily, are you okay? Time to release stress by cleaning up the house again?" Haha...I don't know why too. Nevermind because my housemates prefer me to be like this because they don't have to do anything by then. Haha~!!!
By the way, I saw him again yesterday when having dinner with family at hometown. Hmmm... of course with his whole family and his girlfriend as well. His parents treated us again like last time. Hmmm... actually they didn't need to do it because it has over. Ahhhh...don't wanna care so much already. Anyway, until now I still haven't really met his girlfriend face to face yet. Everytime also just have a glance only. Therefore, I can't really remember how she looks like. Such a long time I didn't meet him already but anyway we are still friends. Hope he is as happy as ever now with his current girlfriend. As for me....? Stay single first and depend on fate...hehe. Anyway enjoy my life with my friends now first with my single life :)
p/s Single life is better or couple life??? What you think???