*...Forever Me...*
*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Oh man...TIRED TIRED TIRED~!!! Extremely tired these days because of those assignments and mid term tests ahead. Well, still fine with it but when my mummy called me this morning, I really got a shock. She said her brother (my uncle) has just passed away due to severe sickness. The most shocking part was when she told me no one knew that my uncle was so sick these few days. WHAT THE HACK~!!?? This is ridiculous...sighzzz. Really feel weird and speechless with his family especially his wife. My parents will go to Klang soon but I can't go with them since I have 2 more mid term tests this week. Feel a bit bad but there is nothing I can do. Just hope my uncle can rest in peace. GOD BLESS YOU~!!!
Besides that, yesterday my housemates played some sort of games on fortune telling. I just don't know how to describe it. It is like forecasting and see how is your future with someone using 'poker card' (well is it called poker card or what?). The first person I counted was my ex boyfriend. Oh gosh, it was damn accurate and I was amazed by that. It really showed that currently he has a girlfriend and our problem is still the distance between us. When I saw the cards showing that they are very loving, I was like....ehhhhh....felt a bit weird...haha though I know it is impossible for us to be together anymore. But just....feel a bit weird even now also. Ahhhhh, nevermind already since it is over for 3 years. I should forget about him and HUNT for others, wuhahahaha~!!! :D But frankly, I really haven't found my Mr. Right yet. Many of my friends don't believe me and keep saying that I am too choosy. Gosh, I am not choosy la~!!! Really can't find anyone that I think is suitable for me. Furthermore, I won't be so eager and desperate to have a boyfriend now maybe because of previous experience. So at the moment, just let thing go naturally. Single life is not bad anyway~!!! ;)
These 2 days were kind of happening for me in this busy world. Okay so yesterday I had dinner with my fellow Mandarin DJs with the intention of having a farewell party for one of the DJs who is all the way from China ----> Mr. Zhang Tao~!!! Yup yup, it was some sort like a surprise for him. We (17 of us) went to Serdang for steamboat-ing as our dinner...haha. For sure, some human beings were late and we started our dinner at 8.30pm instead of 7pm. Well, I am already used to it, hehe~!!! The whole dinner was not bad because all of us were like those hungry ghosts especially the other 2 tables. My god, they could really eat...I salute them~!!! :D After that, we had our games session which all of us needed to pass around two glasses of chinese tea. One of us would make some sound and when he or she stopped, the two who were holding the glasses would be punished. As expected, I was so lucky to be punished twice, haihhhh~!!! Oh man, I was required to do those stupid and embarrassing actions but nevermind since all of us were so sporting, I did it, hehe~!!! So, the dinner ended approximately at 12am. Then later, we took photos with Zhang Tao and chit chatted there for a while. It was nice since everyone seemed enjoying it.
As for today, my friends and I went to One Utama for a movie, War of The Worlds~!!! At last I managed to watch it after being so busy for these few weeks. When the movie was released, I kept bugging my friends to watch with me but due to I was too busy with my stuffs, it was being delayed till today. Ahhhh....nevermind la, as long as I managed to watch it, hehe. We watched in the new cinema, GSC. Basically, I like the whole environment of the new cinema but there is one thing which I am not really satisfied with which is the design of the seat. The seat is TOO STRAIGHT already. My friends and I watched the movie until we felt that our back were aching. That is the only weakness of the cinema, if not, it would be superb already compared to those at Sunway Pyramid , The Mines etc. As for the movie, it was not as bad as what some of my friends told me. I feel that the movie is not bad just that it ended too sudden. I was expecting it to have more climax but it was high for a while only then suddenly said that the aliens died themselves because of they couldn't adapt the earth's environment due to the existence of bacteria which has been together with us since long time ago. I understand the whole story just that I expected more than that. So I think that if the story of the movie could be longer, it sure could be nicer.
So anyway, after enjoying myself, I should focus on my studies already. Two more mid term tests to go next week before the break. GANBATTE GANBATTE GANBATTE~!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know why that these days I am kinda moodless. Seems like not having any energy to work on anything and even feel extremely exhausted for this whole week. If you ask me is it because I am too busy recently? Well, yes since mid term tests are near ahead and DJ Club's thingy also need to be worked out. But then normally if I am busy, my mood won't be affected so easily. I will only feel tired but still can jump here n there like a monkey. And now, I look like a dead body with a dull and pale look. Gosh, how come I am like this now? Suddenly feel that this world is nothing~!!! Nothing beautiful, nothing special, nothing interesting...nothing nothing NOTHING~!!! I just don't like this kind of feeling. This is not the Emily that I am used to be. Sighzzzz... when can I stop being like this because I am already tired and fed up with it. Haihhhh...just hope that tomorrow will be another brand new day for me.
*Emily is frowning sadly* :((
Sure many of you will keep wondering, what is wrong with me again. Haihhhhh...okay so let me start with the exhaustion part. Recently especially these few days, I didn't really sleep well because of those stupid assignments, quizzes and mid term tests. The previous 2 days, I only slept for 3 hours. 3 hours in 2 days~!!! Fine with it actually but yesterday was the DJ Club Crash Course so I spent my whole day in the campus just for this event. GOSH...really felt like I was gonna collapse during the event. When I came back at about 6++pm, I quickly grabbed Boon Chin and Ivan to Dengkil for dinner. After that, I rushed back trying to complete the case study. My god, I really don't know what I am doing until now. What kind of case study is this? AArrgggghhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm still trying to finish it now, sighzzzzz~!!!!!
Okay while I was rushing like hell for my assignment, I also discussed with Grace regarding on the website that she planned to make it as Danny koko's birthday present. FUH...multitasking again~!!! As for my part, Grace allowed me to share partial of the present. So since I am not so expert in designing, I decided to play a song using my lovely keyboard and sing along with it. It is a song from Danny basically which is 'The One Telling You'. I recorded it when I played and sang it. Grace and I named it as ' GrEm Telling Danny' which Gr=Grace while Em=Emily. My god...really too rushing already. Could only produce a simple song with simple melody...aiks...what to do. Then Grace did all the designing job and at last we completed it. First time listening to the song I felt kinda funny but after listening to it several times, it sounds better already. Everything was done in such a very rushing situation. Grace modified the lyrics ( which sounds a bit funny, hehe) while I sang the song with the accompaniment of my lovely keyboard. First time ever trying on this, fuh~!!! So after completing this, I continued my assignment till very late...oppsss should be very EARLY in the morning. Damn tired and ended up didn't really sleep also, sighzzz~!!
So Danny came online in the noon, Grace and I chatted with him. I asked him about the website and what he has seen and heard from the website. He answered me "I heard a girl singing a song...horror and saw 2 pics...scary le~!!!!!" Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... this really made Grace and I felt speechless. *pengsan* After that he kept saying that he was joking. Really don't know whether he likes it or not. Haihhhhhh...this is the disappointment part. Eric said Danny sure will like it because Grace and I really did a good job. Hmmm...I hope so too, Eric. Anyway nevermind la, I shall go on with my stupid case study already.
By the way, wish Danny koko a very Happy 25th birthday and do hope you like the present we have given to you~!!! Friendship forever ya~!!!
Danny's birthday present :
http://www.geocities.com/dannyone04/ ----> surprise
Yeap~!!! Yesterday was the final of Chinese Society Singing Competition in MMU. Of course I sure went there to see how those finalists managed to get into final. Besides that, I also wished to know what and how is my quality compared to the finalists so that I could know my weaknesses and try to improve it.
Since there were 5 reserved seats for DJ Club, so I managed to get front seat and have better view. So, as usual the show started at 7.45pm instead of 7pm as mentioned earlier. It began with the performance of Fresh Bottle( a club under CLS which consists of those who are interested in composing, singing and playing musical instruments...I will join it too~!!!) They sang 3 songs which were composed by themselves. Not bad and indeed some of them in the club are really talented. After that, here we go with the first category which was the solo with 10 finalists. This time the sound system was much better than the preliminary. Therefore, they could sing and present well. After listening to some of them, I agree that they have their quality to be in the final especially Tze Min. Before that, heard many people said that she is good in singing and yesterday she really did well and of course she was the champion for solo part. This time I really respect her with a good vocal and indeed good looks. As for group, the 1 girl+2 guys group won it. The girl who was the vocalist did well too. My god, she was fabulous and did amaze most of the audiences. As for my friend Zhi Ching or C2, he and his partner sang the song by Guang Liang & Gary Chao-Shao Nian. I like the way they sang, niceee~!!! They were the first runner up for the group category.
So after all the performance by the finalists, there was a special person who became the special guest of the night. My roomie likes him very much but couldn't manage to attend to see her idol. The special guest was....NICK CHUNG, Zhong Shen Zhong~!!! He is really good-looking and even looks more charming in person. No wonder my roomie likes him so much. Nick sang the first song from his latest album which was 'Can You See Me'. All the audiences cheered and shouted for his name. The whole atmosphere was so high. My juniors and I also did some stupid cheering as well, haha. When I think about it, I also feel a bit embarrassed, hehe~!!! Next, he sang another song which I like the most - 'Tan Bai'. This song is really a nice one. After this song, Nick played a simple game with 4 selected audiences. 2 of my juniors, Hui Ting & QQ rushed up on the stage. GOSH...they really shocked me...so embarrassing, haha~!!! After this playing game section, Nick sang his last song of the night which was 'Tu Bian'. I never know that he can sing so well even LIVE. Add marks for that, haha. Fion my roomie, good taste huh, hehe~!!!
My roomie handed me Nick's album so I needed to get the signature from him. When the show ended, I quickly rushed to the autograph booth and after lots of obstacles, at last I managed to get it. Even managed to shake his hands and take pics with Nick, haha~!!! This really makes my roomie going insane when she knew about it. But I have tried my best to get your Nick's autograph so don't be frustrated already ok? So in conclusion, no regret attending this competition. Nice nice~!!!
Nick Chung singing on the stage~!!!
Nick Chung & Me~!!! Nice pic...hehe~!!
WOW…at last my big day is here which is my BIRTHDAY~!!! Yeah yeah yeah~!!! At first the whole Friday was damn boring because after my class at 12pm, Zepphians (Boon Chin, Fion, Shong Yong, Sean & Ivan) straight away went out. They didn’t allow me to go with them and asked me to stay at home for the whole day. So I just stayed at home & chatted with Grace using webcam.
When time was about 9.30pm, Fion came back and asked me to go over to Sean’s house. I knew that they would cook dinner for me but then didn’t expect that they needed the whole noon to prepare for it. Then when I stepped into his house, I saw a table decorated with few candles, few balloons hanging around etc. The whole house turned into a romantic place with the yellow lights. In short, it looked like a candle-light dinner, haha~! It was indeed with the soothing and romantic songs. I thought it would be just a normal dinner. Okay then, they served me with the starter which was TOM YAM SOUP & drinks which was blackcurrant~!!! Oooo…yummy, the soup was damn sour n spicy, I’m loving it~! :D Next was the main course which was Braised Chicken with Nyonya Chili Paste served with Mashed Potato and Vegetable. Wow, such a long name and you know what, they even prepared a menu for the dinner. That’s why I can name it out now, haha. Okay we go on with the desert which was the Thai Mango Salad and another drinks which was the Lemon Punch. Yummy…all were nice, seriously~!!!
After the dinner part, it was the present-giving time. They gave me 3 presents & told me that only one was the real present. The first one that I chose was…ahem *censored* (18SX)...hahaha~!!! Nothing to be mentioned about. The second was a so-called name tag with a dumb photo of mine on it and the third present was the ingredients of their cooking~!!! Aiyoyo… they played pranks on me~!!! Neither of those were real one but they said because of getting poorer these days, they didn’t buy any present so asked me to be considerate and hope that I wouldn’t mind. Then, they said wanna play some games so I just joined them and of course I lost in the first round. They said there would be a punishment since I lost and I was required to close my eyes. They said I need to taste the food that they provided as punishment. Honestly, I didn’t suspect anything but just sat there waiting them to punish me. Suddenly, I heard them singing ‘Happy Birthday’ with the accompaniment of keyboard and guitar. Once I opened my eyes, I saw Shong Yong with a cake on her hand while Boon Chin was playing keyboard and Sean was playing guitar. I forced myself not to cry but once they said ‘Emily…this is your real present…the KEYBOARD~!!!’, I was stunned for a moment and ended up…crying la, what else. Oh man, I never expected that they would buy me a keyboard as my birthday present. NEVER~!!! They remember I said before that I love composing songs and having a keyboard is easier since it is portable. We talked about this long ago but they still remember. It was really a surprise. Oh gosh, first time crying on my birthday because of too surprising~!!! Thanks a lot Zephhians for the lovely romantic candle-light dinner. Thanks for the funny pranks you all played on me and thanks for the surprising present that you all bought for me. This celebration was really a memorable and unforgettable one. Really don’t know what I can say about this. Thank you is the only thing I can say~!!! :)
As for my friends which include Grace, Samantha, Suzie, Shirley, Jeck Fei, Poh Chan, Yalini, Andrea, Chee Kit, Jackson, MK, Sher Lin, Ah Look, Ah Kin, Wai Hong, Ah Yong, Xiao Su, Yvonne, Siva...(the list goes on) & not forgotten my fellow DJssss who wished me, thanks a lot for remembering my birthday. Thanks a lot to Danny koko also for the wishes. Muaksssssssss to you all~!
~FRiEnDShiP FoREvEr~ 
Look at the candle-light dinner, looked soooo romantic~!!! Really niceeeeeeeeeee~!!! The middle one is my birthday cake. Yummy~!!!
My birthday present, a KEYBOARD from my gang, ZEPPHIANS~!!!
A lovely picture from Grace, the Spidyz~!!
<----Anime's Look 
<----Sexy Copper Red
<----Blondie Brown
<----Vegetable Head 
<----Ah Ma's Look
FUH~!!! Great to see these pictures of mine. Thanks Grace, the Spidyz for guiding me on how to do it using photoshop. Haha...it is damn fun doing it. So which one suits me better? It looks nice and real with this size but when you enlarge it, you can see the fake part of it. Hahaha...just can't stop laughing seeing these. Hehehehe~!!!
Today was soooo exhausted and was really under pressure for the whole day. Here am I sitting and having some bites on my biscuits after the tiring day. Why am I so tired now? Well, because just now was the singing competition organized by CLS and just now was the preliminary. Yeah, I was one of the contestants in the solo and group categories. They have invited the manager from Music Street, the manager from Wings Music Cafe and another one was the Chinese Society's senior to be the panels.
I was the 8th contestant for the solo part. It was so scary when I first stepped into the lecture hall which was the place for the competition. At first I was extremely nervous but after that I felt much relaxing already. If you ask me how I did for the solo part, I rate myself as 50/50 because I know my singing skill is just average. As for the group part, Ivan and I were the last group and I think we did it just okay okay only. The microphones really sucked and the music was too soft already. I couldn't even feel the mood and atmosphere that were supposed to have during that moment. We could sing better without the mics I guess. Ivan kept blaming himself for ruining the performance but I didn't blame him because we have tried our best just that those equipments really damn sucked.
Just now when we were waiting for the result, actually I was hoping to be selected in the final especially for the solo but I know it was not easy to be in since they only selected 10 out of 38 for solo. As for group, they only selected 5 out of 15 groups. Of course, we were not being selected again. I was a bit disappointed when I knew that I was not being chosen especially in the solo category but it is okay because no deny that those being selected are really good ones. I respect them~!!! :)
Anyway, on the other hand, I am grateful and happy too because many of my friends and others who heard me singing also said that my performance just now was not bad. Some even said that I have nice voice, like my singing and voice etc. If they were saying this in front of me then I wouldn't feel so glad but they talked about it to other people and I got to know about it~!!! This really makes me feel extremely grateful and really more than enough already. Really thanks them for supporting me which include Suzie who came over when I was singing as the last group, Wei Tatt who gave comments and opinions when I was practising. Not forgotten Boon Chin, Sean, Fion, Shong Yong who 'trained' me...haha, Samantha and even Grace who sms and sent me messages asking how was everything once I went online, my lovely DJssss and many many more. Thanks a lot for your support but sorry because I didn't manage to be in the final. Anyway, I learned and gained lots of experience from it also. So, that's it for my first singing competition in MMU, perhaps the last one since I am graduating after 1 year.
~Slight disappointment + grateful~
OH NO OH NO~!!! 1/7 and 2/7 are the days I have been waiting for so long because right now, at 8.00pm...is WANG LEE HOM's CONCERT~!!!!!! Actually I could go for it since my daddy promised to pay RM380 for the ticket as my 21st birthday's present but then because of 988 sharing session, I cancelled off my lovely plan. It was still okay if the sharing session would go smoothly but what makes me disappointed is...THE SHARING SESSION HAS BEEN CANCELLED~!!! Haihhhh...if not I could have joined my friends now or tomorrow in Genting. Sighzzz... I am sure that the concert must be really amazing and enjoying now. However, nothing can be done right now. Even Sher Lin and her boyfriend will be going to Genting tomorrow. Jealous jealous jealous~!!! Sob sob sob...isk isk isk...cannot see Lee Hom already~!!! Wuaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!! :(( :(( :((