*...Forever Me...*
*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Sigh...!! This is really making me pissed off~!!! Actually I have completed my new post but don't know wat has gone wrong, it disappeared and now it is blank!!! I need to rewrite everything NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh sigh sigh!!!!! Arrrrggggghhhhh... gosh okay. Fine~!!! Don't give up easily and now I am gonna write everything all over again.
I am just wondering what is the best way to release tension especially in working life? Last time I used to go swimming, cleaning the whole house as in sweeping and mopping, on air as in dj-ing in Radio MMU, blasting songs in my room..... I just love swimming because I can really make myself tired and of course I will feel fresher and more energetic after that. But since I have graduated, I do not really have the opportunity to go swimming. Last time I swam at the swimming pool right in front of the unit I was staying at Cyberia in Cyberjaya. But after that I thought of swimming at the swimming pool in my hometown but it is extremely dirty and lousy. I do not wanna get skin infection/disease so I rather stop swimming when I am at hometown. Anyway when Miss Kuan told me last few weeks about a swimming pool named 3K at USJ, I was so glad about it. Finally, I manage to find the nearest and most convenient place for me to swim. Miss Kuan, hopefully I can buy my swimming cap so that next week we can start our swimming session together after working, hehe. However, I miss the day when I was still studying. I could just go swimming whenever I feel tensed up. For sure that Wai Jiat would accompany me swimming once I asked him. We both would go swimming and competing on who could swim faster using freestyle. Hahaha...sometimes Leong and Foong or even Sean, Miss Kuan, Sharone and Fion would swim too. That was really nice and of course it was FOC. Although need to pay 3 bucks for 3K at USJ but I think it is still worth it. Firstly, I can release my stress and secondly, I can fulfill my desire for swimming. And yeah most importantly, I can have my healthier body again. Hmmm always get sick easily. Must do something about it.
Okay, why am I so stressed up in working life? Of course is all because of HIM~!!! This week he really made me damn pissed off. I feel like arrgghhh....biting him...!!! I thought I could enjoy myself on Friday night with my good buddies, Zepphians and Jibiens for dinner and after that rush back to my hometown, KKB. However, HE just scolded me for no reasons before knocking off yesterday. WTH~!!! He was like being sarcastic when talking on the phone with me via intercom. If I didn't control for sure I would have fought back. Luckily I was able to control if not, I would be glad to announce that I would be blacklisted by him. Twice for this week. If I have done wrong then I am okay with it but I got that for no reasons. Sighhzzz!! Fine fine fine~!!! Try to take it easy since he pays me salary. He just ruined my Friday night. After dinner with my buddies, I went home straight away. Was speeding like hell. Sighhh speeding while blasting songs in my car. Gosh I shouldn't have done this since the road was so dark and I was alone. If anything happened, hmmm I just wouldn't know what to do. But HE....HE just....arrrrgggghhhh~!!!! Okay stop thinking about HIM and must try to cool down. Enjoy my weekend at KKB and rest till the max before seeing HIM again on Monday. Go go go Emily. Be strong!!!
*Emily is listening to Lee Hom - Di Yi Ge Qing Chen*
*Emily is listening to Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zai*
~No Eyes to See....Kek Sim....better close my eyes with my doggie's ear~
I am just wondering. Why everyone seems not to believe that I am single right now? Most of the people will just come over and ask.......
"Emily, where is your boyfriend?"
Then of course I will say "Nah, don't have any. Still single and lonely, haha!"
And this will always be their replies "Huh?? You must be kidding me. Come on, be sporting. Just admit if you really have one."
Come on, I really don't have a boyfriend. What do you guys expect me to say? Sometimes I even feel lazy to answer that question. It seems like I purposely make it to be so secretive. But the truth is I really don't have one. Should I tell the truth or lie to others? Ahhh anything. Some of the human beings will be deleted off from my memories soon. Hmmm not to say delete. I should say only memories will be remained but hope will be taken away. No more hopes will ever be put on those people again. Let the bygone be bygone. Tired of all these. Anyway, lately I feel that the time passes by with a blink of an eye. Or in other words, I am feeling older and older now. Haha, now I am already 22 years old. My parents are getting older too and my thinking or mindset is different as well. Hmmmm I have grown mature? I don't know but the way I think now tend to be different already. Is this a good thing? Well I don't really know. Anyhow, should rest right now. Go go Emily. Have a better life starting from now. Haha!!
Alright, at last I am back in Malaysia~!! Where was I?? Well I went to Mumbai (India) last Tuesday and yesterday only managed to step on the land of my lovely country, Malaysia~!!! My ever first event since the day I joined Transport Events Management (TEM). At first I thought this wouldn't be a nice working trip for me. Hmmm, due to the pressure I faced last few days before I went to India I guess. Luckily it turned out to be not bad. At least I got to know some of the exhibitors, delegates, speakers and press who attended the event. Last time I only dealed with some of them via email or phone but last few days I abled to meet them in person. They seem to be nicer in person, haha. What I feel happy is that now at least I roughly know how Rosita handles the conference and how Joanne handles her exhibition. New experience for me anyway. In addition, I got to know many new friends too. Those I remember are Jonathan, Keith, Richard, George (whom Rosita, Joanne and I call him as Kevin Spacey because he does look like one, haha), Ron Robbinson, Federick etc. The list goes on....
Actually there are a lot more for me to write about but just don't know why, my brain is not functioning well right now. Ahhhh...let it be. I feel so empty now. Maybe due to my fever, that's why I can't really think now. Haihhh as expected, I have fallen sick. All comes together. Fever, bad sore throat, flu, cough. How come my health is still so weak? Hmmm...must try to do something about this. Anyway, that's it for now I guess. Can't think of anything for me to write on. Maybe will add more about this next time. Got to back to work tomorrow. NO MORE MC EMILY~!!!! Yeah yeah.....!!!
*at Chennai Airport*
~at The Leela Kempinski Hotel at Mumbai, India~
~Look at the roadside...so dirty...should have taken the worst one...this pic looks still okay~
*Me...just finished preparing in the morning. Before going to the exhibition and conference on Thursday. Look so blur...haha*
