*...Forever Me...*

*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Well, these 2 weeks I am dying and struggling for final exams. I am getting more and more fed up with Finance subjects which I never thought that I would have chosen this as my course. But what to do, now only left one more year to go before I graduate provided everything really goes smoothly. Anyway, this sem I think I am gonna fail at least 2 subjects in a row, sighzzz~!!! Really did badly for this sem's subjects because ALL are Finance subjects since this year is my final year. Arrrggghhhhhh... stop mentioning about my studies and my course. Really get pissed off with it already.
This holiday, I am planning to get a job since I will have one month holiday this sem. At first, Tiff introduced a job for me which is as a promoter at a road show in One Utama. It sounds great because I just need to work for 11 days and with a not bad payment that they are gonna offer. However, I need to go through a training and interview if i am not mistaken. Supposingly the training is tomorrow which is at 2.30pm but I really couldn't make it since I will 2 more papers on this Saturday. Hopefully Stephanie(Tiff's friend) can arrange another training that she has mentioned before. Since need to wait for Steph's arrangement, then I was thinking to get another job. At the same time, Danny is gonna have his new shop at Connaught Giant, Cheras. He did offer and ask me whether I am interested to help him out at his new shop which will be officially opened on 13th October. He told me about his shop and the payment etc which I feel that it is not a bad offer after all. Therefore, I did consider and try to discuss with my parents about it. At first, I thought it shouldn't be a problem since my koko's friend, Gen Hui and my friend, Chee Kit do live nearby. Even asked Duncan the doggie to explain to me on how to get to Connaught. Suddenly my mummy called just now and said my daddy was annoyed with what I was planning to do. What is wrong to work during the holiday??? I know that my parents do concern and worry about my safety because I need to work till 9pm and drive back to Puchong all the way alone. But I really hope to get a job during this holiday. In addition, I know Danny, Eric and Cyen so at least I know who are my BOSSES if I work for them. My mummy and I had a big quarrel on the phone when she called me just now. This really makes me heartache and crying till now :((:(( Just hate to fight and quarrel with my family. So while I was sobbing badly, I was thinking of letting go the job too. Hmmmm....nevermind and try to get another job at One Utama and hopefully I can get the road show's job. Anyway, thanks Danny koko for offering me~!! :) Sighzzz...my eyes are swollen now....better go to sleep you piggie...adios~!!
*Emily is sobbing badly*
*Emily really feels heartache after quarreling with mummy*
*Emily is listening to Rick Price - Heaven Knows*