*...Forever Me...*

*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Chinese New Year --> what should I say about this year’s Chinese New Year???? It was supposed to be not bad at first because managed to meet all my relatives. Some of them only can be met once a year. Therefore, I brought my lovely camera back to Bahau (my daddy’s hometown) this time because wanted to take photos with my relatives. Did manage to take many nice photos with my cousins and even my nephews and also my nieces. Ang pao that I received for this year was not bad. Some even gave me double since they have promised to do so for the past few years. Hence, I can say that it was not bad after all.
Then on the previous day, my koko and I joined his jazz club’s members for a trip to Penang. This was the first time for me to join them, so was a bit worried that I could not mingle with them. I only know Raymond koko and his girlfriend but as for others…strangers!!! Anyway, it was not bad to join them and even managed to know some new friends which include Ben, John, Mark, Leon(Datuk) and etc. Since I was in Penang, therefore I tried to plan on meeting Grace who I had never met before in real life. In the end, the plan was just nice and I had couple of hours to meet her. At first I went to her house and talked to her mum. Her mum was indeed nice and funny. At first I felt a bit inconvenient and embarrassed because that was the first time meeting Grace, first time going to her house and of course first time meeting her mum. Her mum even gave me an ang pao. Really thanks her for being so warmth and friendly. After that, Grace’s mum fetched Grace and me to Gurney Plaza. Due to terrible traffic jam over there, her mum dropped us nearby Gurney Plaza. It was just a short walking distance for us to reach there. That was the moment when the tragedy struck. Actually that time Grace was telling me to be careful with my handbag and we were even comparing the cases in Penang and KL. While talking about it, I tried to cling my bag near my chest and that was when suddenly I felt like being knocked by someone. I couldn’t recall how exactly it happened. What I knew was my handbag was not with me anymore~!!!! I just shouted ‘aaahhh…’ a bit and was stunned. My handbag was with the 2 fuckers (either Malays or Indians) who were on the bike. THEY SNATCHED MY HANDBAG!!! Actually I could get it back because after they grabbed it from me, they almost knocked on the car. My heart kept telling me to get it back but then my legs could not move at all at that moment. What I did was just standing still while staring at my handbag. Grace also didn’t shout and was stunned as well. Both of us were so shocked and did not know what to do. I tried to cool down and not letting myself to cry. Then, I realized that my handphone was still in my pocket and I straight away called my koko and of course he was stunned as well. Not long after that, Raymond koko came with his girlfriend in his superb Jazz. When he came and asked about my injury, I couldn’t take it anymore and burst out. Then I saw my koko coming with Datuk and Ben. They asked me to get into the car while my koko kept calling my daddy. Grace lent me her handphone to terminate all my ATM cards, just in case. After that, we went to the nearest police station to do report. Luckily daddy called Uncle Wong to help us on this. Thus, I was being treated damn nice by the sarjan there. Haih I hate those hypocrites. They will only treat me good when they get to know who my daddy is. Damn it all of them!!!!
Sighzzz… woke up early in the morning today to do my IC, driving licence and my ATM cards. Waited for so long and now almost all of them are done. Money is all the matter over here. Need to pay compound for all the losses. God damn it~!!!!!!!! Got snatched but still need to pay. Anyway, if the camera was not in the bag, I would have felt better. It is so precious to me because it was my 21st birthday present. I wished to get it decades ago and now it is gone~!!!! GONE GONE GONE~!!!!!! Curse those F***ers… god damn it…son of the bitch… &^$@!#^%$&%$@#!#%^