*...Forever Me...*
*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Hey hey hey, I just got back from Taiping yesterday evening. Why out of sudden I came back from Taiping? Well this is because of my friend, Rachel Suzanne and the gang are doing short film shooting for competition purpose. She told about this and asked me whether I was interested to be one of the main actresses for this short film. If yes then I had to go to Taiping with them and also with another main actress who is Hui Ting. Haha... my junior in DJ Club. I was being told about this on Thursday and I had to go on Saturday. MY GOD!!! Told me 2 days before about this and needed me to decide on that night itself. Aiyoyo!!! Left few hours for me to decide that day and after thought for long, I made up my mind to give it a try before I begin my life in the working world.
So, there I went to Taiping with them on Saturday. Hui Ting and I acted as LESBIANS. Sounds like the movie, Brokeback Mountain by Ang Lee...hahahaha!!! We watched it on Saturday night as reference. Gosh the movie was so....so...ahem. Luckily the director didn't request us to act till like that wuahahahahaha~!!! So, I acted as the male character so I needed to be cool and tom boyish. Haha... I thought I could really act cool with those cool clothings but when they told me about my role in the film only I realized that we both needed to act as those village teenagers. Aiks... most of our clothings were damn old and ugly. Sob sob :( :( Couldn't wear and be pretty pretty in my first shooting. However, if you ask me what I feel about acting and film shooting, hmmmm... I would say that being an actor or actress is god damn not easy. It is so, very, absolutely, definitely and extremely tiring~!!!! All this while I assumed and thought that those NG scenes were only due to mistakes done by the actors/actresses and technical problems. But actually it is not only because of these. I still remember the very first scene on Sunday. Hui Ting and I needed to act and say out the same conversation for about 6 or 7 or 8 or 9 or.... XXX times. I also don't know how many times. Our acting, reaction, facial expression and conversation have to be the same. My god...repeated it till I felt numb. They took many times from different angles. From far distance and also close-up. Fuhh... really not easy~!!!
Anyway, I kinda enjoyed myself even though it was a tiring period for me. Did gain some experience from it. I still remember Hui Ting had a crying scene on Monday evening. As for me, my crying scene was on Tuesday morning. Wat the heck!!?? Didn't sleep for the whole day and asked me to cry in the morning with my blur blur face. Gosh... luckily Rachel brought her mp3 player. I listened to the song, 暧昧 by Rainie Yang. That time I tried to think about him. This song describes well about me and him. After listening to it for about 3 times, I started to sob into tears. The director saw me crying and quickly came to take his shots. My tears kept rolling for approximately 10 minutes. I was waiting for the director to say 'CUT' because I was almost out of tears already. Haha... this director, gonna sue him for abusing Hui Ting and me. Kekeke. Actually not bad since I could really cry out. If not I really wasted their time waiting for my tears, hehe. So basically, I tried lots of things which I hadn't tried before such as riding a motorcycle, acting as a lesbian etc. Nice experience though. Now will be waiting for the final outcome after their editing. Wanna see how I did for the first acting in a short film. Besides obtaining experience from this, I am even darker now compared to the moment I came back from Pangkor trip. That time I was a bit darker already and now I am even darker than that. WUAAAAHHHHHH~!!!! :( :( :( I WAN MY FAIR COMPLEXION BACK!!!!! In addition, I also gain lots of bruises, scratches and rashes on my legs and hands. They are even swollen now. They become like this is all because of the scene that Hui Ting and I needed to play and lean on the grass. My skin can be very sensitive at times. Now my legs and hands are reddish and are also full with red dots. My mummy was stunned to see them to be so. Even I feel like puking when I see my legs especially. My god, damn itchy somemore. AAhhh...itchy itchy ITCHY~!!!! I need to see doctor and get injection to stop the itchiness already. Got to go now before I die of itchiness. *sob sob*
~Look at my legs...many of my friends do not believe on how serious my legs are...so let me show you all here. Bruises, rashes, red dots etc etc. They look like I was being abused by others, haha. My legs are even swollen now. They look like pig legs...wuahhhh~
~My right leg, the most serious one. Looks so scary....yiaksss~
~My right leg again...sob sob...when will my legs recover???~
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