*...Forever Me...*

*...Loves...*
Singing*...Detests...*
Betrayers*...Goals to be achieved...*
1) Get my dream job in recording/entertainment company*...Memories...*
*...Love Whispers...*
*...Exits...*
Sigh...!! This is really making me pissed off~!!! Actually I have completed my new post but don't know wat has gone wrong, it disappeared and now it is blank!!! I need to rewrite everything NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh sigh sigh!!!!! Arrrrggggghhhhh... gosh okay. Fine~!!! Don't give up easily and now I am gonna write everything all over again.
I am just wondering what is the best way to release tension especially in working life? Last time I used to go swimming, cleaning the whole house as in sweeping and mopping, on air as in dj-ing in Radio MMU, blasting songs in my room..... I just love swimming because I can really make myself tired and of course I will feel fresher and more energetic after that. But since I have graduated, I do not really have the opportunity to go swimming. Last time I swam at the swimming pool right in front of the unit I was staying at Cyberia in Cyberjaya. But after that I thought of swimming at the swimming pool in my hometown but it is extremely dirty and lousy. I do not wanna get skin infection/disease so I rather stop swimming when I am at hometown. Anyway when Miss Kuan told me last few weeks about a swimming pool named 3K at USJ, I was so glad about it. Finally, I manage to find the nearest and most convenient place for me to swim. Miss Kuan, hopefully I can buy my swimming cap so that next week we can start our swimming session together after working, hehe. However, I miss the day when I was still studying. I could just go swimming whenever I feel tensed up. For sure that Wai Jiat would accompany me swimming once I asked him. We both would go swimming and competing on who could swim faster using freestyle. Hahaha...sometimes Leong and Foong or even Sean, Miss Kuan, Sharone and Fion would swim too. That was really nice and of course it was FOC. Although need to pay 3 bucks for 3K at USJ but I think it is still worth it. Firstly, I can release my stress and secondly, I can fulfill my desire for swimming. And yeah most importantly, I can have my healthier body again. Hmmm always get sick easily. Must do something about it.
Okay, why am I so stressed up in working life? Of course is all because of HIM~!!! This week he really made me damn pissed off. I feel like arrgghhh....biting him...!!! I thought I could enjoy myself on Friday night with my good buddies, Zepphians and Jibiens for dinner and after that rush back to my hometown, KKB. However, HE just scolded me for no reasons before knocking off yesterday. WTH~!!! He was like being sarcastic when talking on the phone with me via intercom. If I didn't control for sure I would have fought back. Luckily I was able to control if not, I would be glad to announce that I would be blacklisted by him. Twice for this week. If I have done wrong then I am okay with it but I got that for no reasons. Sighhzzz!! Fine fine fine~!!! Try to take it easy since he pays me salary. He just ruined my Friday night. After dinner with my buddies, I went home straight away. Was speeding like hell. Sighhh speeding while blasting songs in my car. Gosh I shouldn't have done this since the road was so dark and I was alone. If anything happened, hmmm I just wouldn't know what to do. But HE....HE just....arrrrgggghhhh~!!!! Okay stop thinking about HIM and must try to cool down. Enjoy my weekend at KKB and rest till the max before seeing HIM again on Monday. Go go go Emily. Be strong!!!
*Emily is listening to Lee Hom - Di Yi Ge Qing Chen*
*Emily is listening to Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zai*